update

so, i started taking Zoloft in October.
i feel better.
i do
i feel good.
i no longer want to jump off the overpass, or hide under the blankets all day long.
things still get me down, and i still get sad, but its no longer a deep dark downward spiral of depression. i dont feel like a zombie at all surprisingly. i am still having all my own feelings. i am just not depressed.
it feels really really good.
thank the stars for Zoloft :)